December 2011
I'm determined
To make April and May the best two months of my life. Here are the reasons:
1) senior project will be over. Finito. Done.
2) I will be 18. Finally.
3) high school ends
4) I graduate
5) I can get my piercings.
6) I’ll be that much closer to getting out of the house.
7) graduation after parties.
8) senior trip (wherever to, idk)
9) I can finally go out with my friends instead of...
I'm so scared
That I’ll never find someone who fits me as well as you did. That I’ll never truly be happy with anyone else because you were “the one”.
So incredibly scared.
Getting cigarettes has never been this hard.
Oh and fuck bby. I’m sick of his foolishness and his patronizing demeanor.
I like how
Bby so sternly tells me to come over and get in his bed and stuff at 11:30 at night. Like I can actually do that or some shit.
Bitch must be crazy.
